I won't lie here waiting for you
I know I'll never win
I can't keep this alive
Or get you out of my skin

Every morning I wait for the world to end
Every day I burn with the same contempt
If only I hated you, like I say I do
But it's all the same in the end

And I scream
And I tremble
I dream the same cold black dream
The bloods gone cold
In these veins
And the dark is all I see