We lose ourselves in moments
Buries in the sand of the hourglass
Hoping for an eternity
But forever was never meant to last

The context of the soul
In the vacuum of the universe
Love can be so pure
And yet the outcomes are perverse

I've been drowning
In a river of tears
Playing the same thoughts again
Reliving the past years

I remember cobblestones
Your jeans, boots and grey top
I remember the taste of the beer
I feel this pain that I got

I remember the beach
The umbrella, the sound of the sea
I remember building the puzzles
And you in your colourful bikini

I remember cooking you dinner
Since I thought you travelled so far
I remember falling in love
Now I'm trying to forget who you are

Its not that you're gone that's bad
But that i never really knew who you were
It's like I'm suffering from disease
And i just can't find a cure

I have many options,
And yet I can't seem to find my way
I wake, eat, sleep, breathe
Just live from day to day

It's the bottomless pit
I'm staring into the abyss
It's staring back
It's not you that I miss

It's the promises that I believed
The i love yous that I need