I can't be sober anymore
Where are you when I need you
Im standing knocking at the door
Im just not the man I was before
I'm staring through the bottle
My reflection a fucked up mess
Cross examinations in my head
I confess, Just give it a rest
I know it's all broken
I'm running out of luck
I'm trying so very hard
Just to not give a fuck
I've heard it all before
And seen it break like glass
I'm trying to be still and know
Praying this too shall pass