Ever been so terribly sad
For what seems like an eternity
Nothing seems fixable
You forget what it means to be happy

You cant even imagine what would work
Any drugs, psychologists or alcohol
All your prayers seem unanswered
And you just feel the rot in your soul

All the colours are gone
All your food tastes like sand
You been lost so long
You dont even remember youre a man

You spend your days
In an office, a cold, pale vacuum
You smoke more cigarettes, drink more coffee
Then just sleep when you get home

You just know that once
You had so many dreams
And now theres nothing at all
You know what love is
Or did you really
Maybe it just doesnt matter anymore