I don't think I need anyone to pray for me
I don't even want anyone to care
I don't need you to cry
Just get me the hell out of here

There's nothing but ash in the water
Since I've been a fuck up for so very long
The most beautiful disease I've ever known
What's it with me, what's this thing that's so wrong

Well we all asking for reasons
And I'm nothing like I used to be
I'm blood and denials
This has become the death of me