I always thought I was a man
But maybe I was wrong
I spend all my time wondering
Where my life has gone

I know all my insecurities
I’ll take all the blame
I can’t help feeling I’m the moth
And you feel like the flame

I been pushed down
Beaten, thrown away and bound
I been told all the things that I am
But no answers can be found

I have all these things
And my empire is made of dirt
They tell me I should feel like a king
But all I feel is f*cking hurt

I don’t know what to say
Even now, what to believe
I have everything
Except the one thing I need

I deserve this