I'm a cold winters morning
And summer isn't going to come
I've been laying in the dark again
Quietly missing someone

So many times
I wanted to pick up the phone
But you always were proud
No point in asking you to come home

Did you get all you wanted?
Your picket fence, job as a fancy CFO?
Time doesn't heal a Fucking thing
But I'm just a man, what do I know?

Are the family gatherings great?
Your new guy cave into your every whim?
I'm still sitting here broken
And you're probably married to him

Two years Now, almost to the day
Did you ever miss me? You never would say
I remember everything, perfectly
And I pray to forget some day