This moment

This incoherent lie

A blur of blue 

Burning inside

Crowded streets cleared

Houses emptied

Catatonic I am

Bitter and diseased

Take it from me

Take all I am

Nothing, nothing I scream

Not even a man

I repeat, plead

I concur

Oh God

I can't forget her

Almost 3 years

A day worse than before

I am already dead

I cannot die anymore