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The clouds have come together But they don't bring any rain They have lost their way Just like I am lost again I wish I could put the memories away It's another prison I need to es…
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Poetry
450 entries in poetry.
The ghost
I'm dreaming of a ghost Yet I'm the one that died She's off living life And I'm dead inside You remember me at all? I have moved but still you stay In all the dark of my mind I don…
23:12
The sky meets oblivion Tears lost in the pouring rain Dreams of picket fences Now only the weeds remain There are times I almost Forget my broken heart But then it comes back The m…
How hard could it be?
How hard could it be To wake up next to me And pretend that you're happy? How hard could it be To run away and stare at the sea Where I can forget about the world And where it can…
09:26
I want to say something But have no idea what I want to do something But is it worth a shot I want to hide Possibly run away I want to go But I also want to stay Fuck.
The white dress
I look at you And think of all that could have been But you literally fucked it all away I don't know if it makes me sad Or just what it is that I feel But what left is there to sa…
Dead
All these dead wishes Scattered like flowers at a wake The life I once lived Now only serves to keep me awake The parts of me that are still alive Wonder around this one horse town…
VII
Almost giving in To the whims of the seven One far more than the others Tearing bone from skin I feel it moving, breathing The death of forgotten lovers I want to tear them apart P…
Dark intent
For me there is no music The instruments are there But don't dare make a sound For me there is a quite rage Subdued for now Just waiting for someone to come around What love is, th…
11:14
I smoke too much Drink too much coffee Day in, day out The anthem of my apathy
07:19
It's marvelous how things Often get misconstrued In many of these words I'm not talking about you But take what you will Think just what you please After all, we all get to choose…
10:10
Oh there's a part of me That almost says let's have one night of debauchery One less "what if" right? To have for 176 days Then I can let it be
Unravel
I can see myself unravel In the dust of the lost days I can see myself falling apart In every single way In the handles on the kitchen cabinets In the crumpled bedding where we lai…
So?
Why not just say what you want to say? What harm can be done anyway?
Reader
If I could paint you a picture Whomever may be reading this For reasons of your own Perhaps I could show you The anguish, the hopelessness Of what it truly means to be alone The bu…
Sleep
Life is not forever Youthful beauty is fleeting The world has come and gone All while I was sleeping
The past
I can't see a way out Can't see it turning out right But I'll still be in the same old place Laying in my bed tonight I'll wake up And see this ageing old face Staring back from th…
10:06
All I have are meaningless words Repeating as if you could have heard Been cast aside too many times try Fact is, the idea of love is absurd As if I would end up with a happy endin…
The words are an emblem Of my inward war Fightin…
Wait
Wait, I thought I Had something to say No, nothing at all Wouldn't matter anyway