2017
Blessed be the fornicators The liars, the thieves, the killers Blessed be the malicious And all the unrepentant sinners Blessed be the lascivious ones The wretched, the filthy and…
The journal
587 entries — poetry, lyrics, photographs and passing thoughts, from May 2014 to July 2026.
I’m watching the world It makes very little sens…
Roads
We’re just stains on the wall Shadows where we used to be Empty rooms breathe a sigh Like the emptiness deep in me We’re just crumpled sheets Desolate beds and broken dreams The ti…
All my whispers fade away In dull shades of grey…
We sit and stare at our dead happiness In a cold…
I wish I was the cold lifeless moon<br>A memory…
I set off for the shore<br>Away from those I ado…
Left here
You left me here<br>Just what must I do<br>Scraping on the inside<br>Until it pushes through<br><br>It's keeping me awake<br>Reaching through the scars<br>Burning with an endless a…
18:28
You can try to hide<br>But it keeps on coming<br>You can hope and plead<br>But you'll never stop running<br><br>I'm trying to get away from myself<br>Away from everything I see<br>…
Finally the world is asleep<br>My eyes are still…
All the thoughts and words<br>Another hopeless l…
Forget it
I'm a jar of dead butterflies A box of broken th…
21:09
We are all rivers Ending in the same ocean Death comes to us all We are drops in the sea Drifting in perpetual motion Until the inevitable fall
14:35
They say ships are safe in harbor And it's dangerous out at sea But if I never left the port I never would have found you My favorite discovery
What are we but grains of sand on the beach of e…
17:50
I'm tired of death Like 16:30 in a crack house Yellow, fading light of dusk coming Cigarette burnt lace curtains I'm tired of life Lungs filled with ash and dust Reflected life in…
Seven
My translucent victimized skin Dead or high forever seven Breathing out the depths of hell I'm but awake and forgetting heaven Indignant I stagnate in the dream I speak the words a…
19:42
I'm losing ground That moment you feel it break Something deep inside It's the last thing you'd expect Anger mixing with regret Below the surface of it all It didn't go the way we…