Medicated
I'm looking at myself with borrowed eyes Wondering how much of me is still alive I used to count the hours to your doorstep Now I'm medicated to fix the regret
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Poetry
450 entries in poetry.
The pale
The mountains rise In a pale whisper of blue Like frozen teeth in the dawn A distant depression Eyeless words linger in shadow And so despair will be born Our anguish laid bare Fil…
20:10
Some day
Some day it will all make sense Some day there will be no pain and regret Some day you will find peace and happiness Some day you will no longer pray to forget But that day is not…
Our Gift
The stolen hours The misgivings of the flesh Our damaged souls Decaying with each lonely breath We see the mountains A path we could never find Yet we walk and wonder Lost and so v…
The gutters
Our undying love ends in the gutters In paperwork and courts Our promises of forever Just end up in divorce The futures we build Lie in ashes and ruins The dreams and promises Simp…
Save me
Here in the blur of your memory Like a dead soul lost in space The tears of my agony Are frozen to the side of my face I try and read their minds as they pass me by And hope that s…
16:03
In your beauty, I learnt to love And time no longer had any sway In your shape, I had found my peace Now all I know has gone away In your words, I had a purpose Deeper than any oce…
What's left
In the time that's passed It would seem that love Is as foreign to me as mandarin I apologize if I'm not easily swayed But love is more than just mundane And if that's the case, I…
We were
We're memories at tables In a poorly lit restaurant In doorways and rooms At some fancy hotel We were lovers and friends With a future in the stars We were dreamers and believers T…
Wish
If I could go back in time I never meant for it to be this way I'd choose to forget before I remember And I would never know these chains Oh that which I would change I could wish…
Never
I never feared death And so I did not die I do not fear pain And so I do not cry Yet I feared loneliness And truly alone am I
Morning
It's the small things I miss The light that felt new The scent of the morning As I lay awake next to you First time I ever wanted to dance...
Where is my life?
I'm sick of driving the N1 Smoking two packs a day Waking up at five I don't even know what to pray Where's my life I started to build? All the pieces and dreams unfulfilled Where'…
14:38
The streets are lined with broken dreams Like tired hungry orphans in the dirt Hollowed eyes staring in the dark Starved that even bitterness is sweet fruit Hope left and locked th…
Don't dream
The lovelier she is The less I will hope The higher she seems The more I am below Don't dream Charlie... Don't you dare
20:02
I have slept in coffins and graves Keeping records of my wounds I have hidden my eyes from the burning sun And layed awake in crumbling ruins Some men are filled with joyful songs…
How Long?
How long will it be? Where it feels like we were never here Could we have held on Rather than to let it disappear? The clouds have gathered but the storm never did come I sat waiti…
Here and now
Here and now In the weeping arms of the day In the dreadful silence around me I can feel it all slipping away You think you know me Behind this damaged facade The cage that holds m…
22:13
Our days are but whispers of death Wasted on the vanities of the flesh And so still, I long for it too With each, fading breath