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Random thoughts
22 entries in random thoughts.
22:47
She stood there, and looked at him, with so much time that had passed between them. She asked; "do you ever regret us?" "Only when I think of it." He replied. <span id="selectionBo…
No point whatsover
"If romance makes you sick, then what's all this?" She asked. "See that's where you're mistaken, this isn't romance, but its death." He replied. He then added, almost whispering; "…
Diagnosis
I imagine that emotional death, is similar to a terminal disease. At first there is denial, the grey food that doesn't taste like anything is sickening, and you cannot believe this…
A thought....
The only true question is; which causes more pain? Loving too much or not loving at all? Is the only true place where we can feel no pain indifference? Which seems a hell all of it…
The orchestra
If you think of people as instruments in an orchestra; flute, cello, viola, oboe, trumpet, all have a part to play... And some people are just triangles....
Nothing
My life feels like an old book Yellow, mildewed pages Moth eaten, parts missing Afraid of letting the mask slip Maybe the world would see The violence in me The anger, self loathin…
08:04
I used to count my life in the hours 'till I could you see, now I count it in the years it's taking to forget you.
The Movies
Love is so easy to let in,but almost impossibe to let out, and each night the lonliness creeps back in...When I stare at the empty bed she no longer graces. There's simply nothing…
23 February 2016
08:37
"teenage angst has paid off well, now that I'm bored and old," never realised how prophetic these words would be. I wanted to change the world, now I can do is change channels...
The conference
"I forgot what it felt like to be punched in the…
Clarity
One thing has become abundantly clear, he thought as he sat in traffic, weather not sure if it wanted to rain. "there's no comfort for me, no escaping the memory, no future, just a…
How
I could easily fall, but how do I do it
The toilet
I don't need to think Not all that much to think about Although I can draw one conclusion The world must be a toilet Since its full of assholes
Dragons
I'd like to be a knight in shining armour But get dragons instead of princesses I'm not a saint in any old way But what's with the devils wearing dresses?
The empty Sunday afternoons Slowly fading from m…
Apologies
Sorry, my posts as of late have been rather poor...but what the hell right? That's one of the joys of modern society, people get famous of YouTube for example and if Kanye west can…
Who I used to be, but I'm still angry
I'm not ok I'll never be Take a real good look At what you've done to me