Reality
None of this is depression Just seeing the world as it is Human evolution failing Drowning in shit and piss War, famine, political lies Murder, rape, marital demise Capitalistic gr…
The journal
587 entries — poetry, lyrics, photographs and passing thoughts, from May 2014 to July 2026.
Giving a shit
I finding it harder and harder Just to give a shit Breathe in, breathe out What's living got to do with any of it I see the same places Same stupid old grins I don't care about pol…
Strange
Strange, and stranger yet it gets That I don't know what I long for I live, yet don't, have a million thoughts a day And yet, what was, is not important anymore The constant sway o…
Unfinished 7
I don't want to change the world Don't want to change anyone else I can't change the past And I won't change myself The world can burn for all I care Each will answer for their own…
The house of the dying
There is no mercy here No tender respite from pain This house of the dying Is where we shall remain Un-living, yet gasping for air Blue Lips, knotted, tangled hair A lifetime of si…
9 December 2014
Meaning
Some people find purpose In money, a title, a degree Fancy cars, a bigger house But none of that's for me The world has changed I'm trying to not be alarmed But it seems the only p…
Sink
Sinking into an old love Trying to see what I need Placing the pieces on the table Watching myself bleed Talking to the radio There needs to be more Walking in circles again Old wo…
Destined
I've seen the devils inside Writhing in the mire of our souls The words spilling like blood Praying to fill up all the holes Inbetween the blades The the hope we had fades Clawing…
30 November 2014
Wilderness
There's a wilderness Barren in my heart I'm so hungry for this Without you I'll starve It's a cold desperation Starless nights in the open The falling into a valley The end to whic…
Burn
Burn out my eyes Bound in the hell that me made Shatter like glass All the hope we betrayed Tear off my skin crawling beneath my sin All these scars and nightmares Waiting for the…
07:15
All the mercy, all Your grace A single light out in the dark Your forgiveness, my lack of faith Won't you forgive my restless heart
I'd rather taste the salt in your tears Than not…
I'd rather taste the salt in your tears Than not…
Just
Just because I write Doesn't make me a poet Just because I care Doesn't mean I have to show it Just because I fuck you Doesn't mean that I love you Just because you say you do Does…
22:14
The last pieces are there But could never be put back together All I have is this now When I wanted some other forever I know they are just words Repeated arguments in my head I se…
Smile
The greatest irony of my life Is that I should be this successful When I should not have been The greatest tragedy of course Is being forgotten When I loved her so dearly What we d…
Prayer
Take me through the fire Lead me through the flames You led me here and I followed Its my own worthless persistence More worthless than my existence All the insults that I swallowe…