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#despair
16 entries tagged “despair”.
Something More
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Like cheap jewelry I just lost my shine If you l…
You
The night unfolds its cape, but the dark I prefer for my solitude The dream is lost, a forgotten ember in the hearth of memory. My hands ache for the soft curve of your waist, the…
Deep in the morning light All our secrets were l…
I can't end it, I know where I'll goAnd frankly I just don't have the rightBut man I got to tell youI'm losing the will to fight My heart's a graveyardIt's just bones of the pastA valley of broken promisesDreams that didn't lastThe Lord givesThe Lord takes awayJust what else is thereLeft to say?I didn't come here to plead my caseThe prosecution needs to restI have no words left to sayNo right to a defenceAnd even thoughI sought the blessing with tearsWhat is done cannot be undoneAnd no return on the wasted yearsThere's no weddingBut rather an endless wakeInch by inch it all gets closerAnd soon it will break
The clock
Each time there is a pain in my chest I secretly hope that it is fatal This lack of reason or purpose Is more than I am able I can hear the clock tick That useless measurement of w…
Lost
I'm lost, neither here nor there Beyond the arms of reality The June black sun We're always lost here So happily torn in two An equation never being solved The illusion of beauty W…
4
Four, always four The endless insanity of the infinite I stood, looked to see I opened up the door Again, four Never more, just four Repeat like a broken record The static hiss tha…
I'd wear your hell like a cheap suit All my hurt…
21:09
We are all rivers Ending in the same ocean Death comes to us all We are drops in the sea Drifting in perpetual motion Until the inevitable fall
17:50
I'm tired of death Like 16:30 in a crack house Yellow, fading light of dusk coming Cigarette burnt lace curtains I'm tired of life Lungs filled with ash and dust Reflected life in…
21:06
In this mire I find myself Bound and gagged In this fire I still burn A man still to be hanged I am blood and flesh A torrent of thoughts A flood of disease and longing Never a one…
Split in two
I don't know where I'm going I'm not sure just where I been You can say that you love me But I dont know what that means I been feeling this way now For far too damn long I used to…