Like cheap jewelry

I just lost my shine

If you loved me

You would have changed your mind

Maybe I never glittered

Perhaps I’m dull like a stone

Fuck I’m so tired

I just want to go home

Did you ever know me?

Am I waiting or just wasting time?

Is it just a dull pain

Were you ever even mine?

I’m sick of the rain

I’m tired of it all

Just secrets and ghosts

I don’t want this anymore

Couldn’t you find a way?

Is it just the memory that remains?

Burnt ends of cigarettes and the dark

I’m here, but I’m not the same

Still shitty poetry

And words and so many fucking thoughts

I can’t breathe anymore

And it fucking hurts