10:00
There's no blaze of glory Or riding into the sunset In the end you're in the same quiet room Smoking another cigarette They've walked out the door The silence is different to befor…
Journal
#loss
78 entries tagged “loss”.
So many things
There are so many things That I deeply regret I will try to forgive But I know I'll never forget I have begged for mercy For all the things I've done I pray for redemption But all…
Repeat
I have ghosts that will not leave Like the hours after a bar has closed Only one person left to clean up the mess The same song just plays on repeat Then in the desperate hours of…
All the hells and worlds
My anguish is a bottomless cup So I shall pour and pour I will lay in the dark and fester Until I don't feel anymore My avarice is an endless abyss All the darkness of a life un-li…
Checking out
Life will come again But for now it's all undone The ashes of time wash away We have nowhere left to run Tired of letting go Tired of starting again I know of the past Tired of ask…
14:17
You can stare at the edge of the world Waiting for the light to fold White sinews resting in the wind Promises to mend the broken bones Our children with guilty spines Made to with…
The sea
I'd run faster If my legs could carry me I'd open my eyes But I still won't see I must separate the anchor Let myself drift at sea Ignore the clouds and fears And let the oceans sw…
Medicated
I'm looking at myself with borrowed eyes Wondering how much of me is still alive I used to count the hours to your doorstep Now I'm medicated to fix the regret
The pale
The mountains rise In a pale whisper of blue Like frozen teeth in the dawn A distant depression Eyeless words linger in shadow And so despair will be born Our anguish laid bare Fil…
Some day
Some day it will all make sense Some day there will be no pain and regret Some day you will find peace and happiness Some day you will no longer pray to forget But that day is not…
The gutters
Our undying love ends in the gutters In paperwork and courts Our promises of forever Just end up in divorce The futures we build Lie in ashes and ruins The dreams and promises Simp…
Save me
Here in the blur of your memory Like a dead soul lost in space The tears of my agony Are frozen to the side of my face I try and read their minds as they pass me by And hope that s…
16:03
In your beauty, I learnt to love And time no longer had any sway In your shape, I had found my peace Now all I know has gone away In your words, I had a purpose Deeper than any oce…
How Long?
How long will it be? Where it feels like we were never here Could we have held on Rather than to let it disappear? The clouds have gathered but the storm never did come I sat waiti…
08:04
I used to count my life in the hours 'till I could you see, now I count it in the years it's taking to forget you.
The Movies
Love is so easy to let in,but almost impossibe to let out, and each night the lonliness creeps back in...When I stare at the empty bed she no longer graces. There's simply nothing…
You ran down the street And I felt I was crawlin…
20:37
I would say if I could Broken words limping around A cripple stuck in a nightclub Trying to dance with the pretty people The smiling faces against the noise Lust mistaken for fleet…
Eyes without a face
It's the palpable sense of loss The doom of a mad love Clinging to hope in the dark It's the sublime misery The longing before the fact That causes the broken heart Frozen in her f…
Anymore
All 6 guitars hang on the wall Strings broken, dusty I don't want to play anymore I always thought there was more So very much more than this But everything is worthless I run this…