So many things
There are so many things That I deeply regret I will try to forgive But I know I'll never forget I have begged for mercy For all the things I've done I pray for redemption But all…
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#love
117 entries tagged “love”.
Repeat
I have ghosts that will not leave Like the hours after a bar has closed Only one person left to clean up the mess The same song just plays on repeat Then in the desperate hours of…
All the hells and worlds
My anguish is a bottomless cup So I shall pour and pour I will lay in the dark and fester Until I don't feel anymore My avarice is an endless abyss All the darkness of a life un-li…
Each night
Each night she comes in And cuts my heart out of my chest She spends the evening making me remember And fills me with regret Each night I lay there Dreaming of who we were I can dr…
Checking out
Life will come again But for now it's all undone The ashes of time wash away We have nowhere left to run Tired of letting go Tired of starting again I know of the past Tired of ask…
14:17
You can stare at the edge of the world Waiting for the light to fold White sinews resting in the wind Promises to mend the broken bones Our children with guilty spines Made to with…
The sea
I'd run faster If my legs could carry me I'd open my eyes But I still won't see I must separate the anchor Let myself drift at sea Ignore the clouds and fears And let the oceans sw…
The drunk
I don’t just want to be the summer of your heart But rather, all four seasons I want to love like a drunk loves his liquor And never have to defend my reasons
Medicated
I'm looking at myself with borrowed eyes Wondering how much of me is still alive I used to count the hours to your doorstep Now I'm medicated to fix the regret
The pale
The mountains rise In a pale whisper of blue Like frozen teeth in the dawn A distant depression Eyeless words linger in shadow And so despair will be born Our anguish laid bare Fil…
No point whatsover
"If romance makes you sick, then what's all this?" She asked. "See that's where you're mistaken, this isn't romance, but its death." He replied. He then added, almost whispering; "…
The gutters
Our undying love ends in the gutters In paperwork and courts Our promises of forever Just end up in divorce The futures we build Lie in ashes and ruins The dreams and promises Simp…
Save me
Here in the blur of your memory Like a dead soul lost in space The tears of my agony Are frozen to the side of my face I try and read their minds as they pass me by And hope that s…
16:03
In your beauty, I learnt to love And time no longer had any sway In your shape, I had found my peace Now all I know has gone away In your words, I had a purpose Deeper than any oce…
Diagnosis
I imagine that emotional death, is similar to a terminal disease. At first there is denial, the grey food that doesn't taste like anything is sickening, and you cannot believe this…
We were
We're memories at tables In a poorly lit restaurant In doorways and rooms At some fancy hotel We were lovers and friends With a future in the stars We were dreamers and believers T…
Morning
It's the small things I miss The light that felt new The scent of the morning As I lay awake next to you First time I ever wanted to dance...
22:13
Our days are but whispers of death Wasted on the vanities of the flesh And so still, I long for it too With each, fading breath
Ugly
I could love you Buy you pretty flowers But I'll stay in the fire Burn with all the others My precious scars They all spell your name I will always stand here With this burden of b…
A thought....
The only true question is; which causes more pain? Loving too much or not loving at all? Is the only true place where we can feel no pain indifference? Which seems a hell all of it…