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#misery
34 entries tagged “misery”.
Something More
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Like cheap jewelry I just lost my shine If you l…
Its a dark room too But tbis one is filled with…
Deep in the morning light All our secrets were l…
I can't end it, I know where I'll goAnd frankly I just don't have the rightBut man I got to tell youI'm losing the will to fight My heart's a graveyardIt's just bones of the pastA valley of broken promisesDreams that didn't lastThe Lord givesThe Lord takes awayJust what else is thereLeft to say?I didn't come here to plead my caseThe prosecution needs to restI have no words left to sayNo right to a defenceAnd even thoughI sought the blessing with tearsWhat is done cannot be undoneAnd no return on the wasted yearsThere's no weddingBut rather an endless wakeInch by inch it all gets closerAnd soon it will break
07:04
There's no pacifying the hunger No quenching the desire We all stand and stare at the sky While burning in our fire Don't talk of things you don't know Don't dream of things you'll…
I know you
I know you I've seen your face While I was hiding away Some other place Is this life or something else? You're all I want to remember And yet here I am again Another empty December…
2017
Blessed be the fornicators The liars, the thieves, the killers Blessed be the malicious And all the unrepentant sinners Blessed be the lascivious ones The wretched, the filthy and…
Roads
We’re just stains on the wall Shadows where we used to be Empty rooms breathe a sigh Like the emptiness deep in me We’re just crumpled sheets Desolate beds and broken dreams The ti…
Left here
You left me here<br>Just what must I do<br>Scraping on the inside<br>Until it pushes through<br><br>It's keeping me awake<br>Reaching through the scars<br>Burning with an endless a…
21:09
We are all rivers Ending in the same ocean Death comes to us all We are drops in the sea Drifting in perpetual motion Until the inevitable fall
17:50
I'm tired of death Like 16:30 in a crack house Yellow, fading light of dusk coming Cigarette burnt lace curtains I'm tired of life Lungs filled with ash and dust Reflected life in…
Seven
My translucent victimized skin Dead or high forever seven Breathing out the depths of hell I'm but awake and forgetting heaven Indignant I stagnate in the dream I speak the words a…
20:53
Time runs out Laying between the burnt out ends Of cigarettes and empty glasses Sometimes the ways we find We're never the ways we intend Some broken hearts never mend Probably May…
21:06
In this mire I find myself Bound and gagged In this fire I still burn A man still to be hanged I am blood and flesh A torrent of thoughts A flood of disease and longing Never a one…
3 days
You could forget me in three days And yet I could not do the same I'd stand like a train in an empty station Waiting to see you arrive Though I know you would not I'd lie in the em…
Disguises
My thin disguises don't fool anyone I been lonely far too long Broken pieces of a life unlived My wanton words fall on deaf ears Walls built tall to keep in my fears For so many ye…