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I'd say I'm sorry If it would mean anything I'd go back and save us If there was a point to anything What would I say If I walked passed you in the street? Would you even look my w…
The journal
587 entries — poetry, lyrics, photographs and passing thoughts, from May 2014 to July 2026.
20:07
Time doesn't heal a thing Just dulls the tremendous ache Of a life I never got to live Drowning in the memories Dying another day in the past With no one left to forgive She set on…
A poor script
I'm a sentimental fool With nothing left to lose I'd give up on living If I had the right to choose Life isn't a movie No running to catch someone at the airport Just lying awake i…
K
I'm a cold winters morning And summer isn't going to come I've been laying in the dark again Quietly missing someone So many times I wanted to pick up the phone But you always were…
Paris
They lay dying Bleeding in the streets For your stupid Fucking self righteous beliefs
Same way as yesterday, nowhere...
This life isn't complicated It's just not made f…
Time
There's a level some perscribe to Delusions of grandeur and self worth Realise rather that we are all nothings In an unending dark universe It's not a crime to be less Than what so…
18:06
You cannot understand hate Until you have loved You cannot understand the below Until you have been above You cannot understand loss Until you have had You cannot long for sanity U…
If you ever
The clouds have come together But they don't bring any rain They have lost their way Just like I am lost again I wish I could put the memories away It's another prison I need to es…
The ghost
I'm dreaming of a ghost Yet I'm the one that died She's off living life And I'm dead inside You remember me at all? I have moved but still you stay In all the dark of my mind I don…
23:12
The sky meets oblivion Tears lost in the pouring rain Dreams of picket fences Now only the weeds remain There are times I almost Forget my broken heart But then it comes back The m…
How hard could it be?
How hard could it be To wake up next to me And pretend that you're happy? How hard could it be To run away and stare at the sea Where I can forget about the world And where it can…
22:23
09:26
I want to say something But have no idea what I want to do something But is it worth a shot I want to hide Possibly run away I want to go But I also want to stay Fuck.
The white dress
I look at you And think of all that could have been But you literally fucked it all away I don't know if it makes me sad Or just what it is that I feel But what left is there to sa…
Dead
All these dead wishes Scattered like flowers at a wake The life I once lived Now only serves to keep me awake The parts of me that are still alive Wonder around this one horse town…
VII
Almost giving in To the whims of the seven One far more than the others Tearing bone from skin I feel it moving, breathing The death of forgotten lovers I want to tear them apart P…
Dark intent
For me there is no music The instruments are there But don't dare make a sound For me there is a quite rage Subdued for now Just waiting for someone to come around What love is, th…
11:14
I smoke too much Drink too much coffee Day in, day out The anthem of my apathy