Honey
Honey if I can be honest I dont understand a fucking thing You opened up the floodgates The raging waters destroyed everything After all has been said and done Is there any point t…
The journal
587 entries — poetry, lyrics, photographs and passing thoughts, from May 2014 to July 2026.
Split in two
I don't know where I'm going I'm not sure just where I been You can say that you love me But I dont know what that means I been feeling this way now For far too damn long I used to…
19:56
If love truly is blind Send someone to take my sight If our days our numbered Find me before I step into the night
18:47
I don't want to be hard Nor do I want to be cruel I don't want to be alone But I don't want to be anyone's fool
Half, always half
Half, always half An indignant angry man Wells of lonely bitterness An endless expanse of sand Such is life, ending Yet permanent in its malady Such is despair, pretending While ex…
The indignities of life All the promises that ne…
21:15
What confessions could we make To save us from our sins? We lost it all before we began And sacrificed our innocence What could be possibly say Anything more than we were told We n…
Nothing
11:47
I burned every picture of yours but it just wasnt enough I took the reminders from the walls but I still feel the lack of your love all the candles went out and the shore moved fur…
20:37
I would say if I could Broken words limping around A cripple stuck in a nightclub Trying to dance with the pretty people The smiling faces against the noise Lust mistaken for fleet…
Thanks
To those of you that have been reading these rants for the last 2 years, wherever you are in the world. Thank you.
The torment of Christmas and malls
I walked in the mall today And just wanted to stop Sit down in the middle of the floor Cross my arms into each other Close my eyes, just sit there Till the Christmas carols didn't…
Boys don't cry
They say big boys shouldn’t cry So we just do it where no one will see It’s been two years to the day Since you walked away from me We all say we strong We can handle what life mig…
08:37
"teenage angst has paid off well, now that I'm bored and old," never realised how prophetic these words would be. I wanted to change the world, now I can do is change channels...
Paper doll
I'm a paper doll A noose, broken fingers Cannot fill the whole Where the denial still lingers I'm a wasted thought Misgivings of a damaged soul I broke the rules, pay the price Rel…
Some day
Some day I'll face it Have a look at the hell I've become Some day I'll be over the bullshit And accept the things I've done
I got a demon on my shoulder There's a devil at…
Leonard Cohen
I've become Leonard Cohen Locked in his Chelsea hotel Stuck with the memories Yeah I remember you well There could have been a point To this pointless future I'm sitting here in th…
20:20
So this is what we become An eternally listless goodbye This is how we write the pages Of an un-lived wasted life You could read the story Like a sad old love song All my good inte…
20:53
I see all the faces Down the street I walk I see the happy people And I don't want to talk I turn my head And look the other way The world never was for me What could I possibly sa…