Intent
The twisted arm of your intent Relentlessly leading me astray The reclamation of a soul once free Now buried below, lost to decay I want to watch the world burn Surrendering to mis…
The journal
587 entries — poetry, lyrics, photographs and passing thoughts, from May 2014 to July 2026.
Snowflakes
We are not precious or individual Special pure white snowflakes But rather the black sticky Residue of burnt coal Poisoning our lungs with every breath We are nothing more than can…
Nowhere
Lonely
Society what have you done Chasing all the money and fame Houses full of rooms where we live alone Packed to the roof with things And still we want more To make these tombs feel li…
00:10
Where do I take this pain The remembrance I no longer want Memorials to those gone Like spectres they keep me up howling like hollow reeds In these hours where I should find rest W…
the design
what a miserable countenance that I should be staring into the abyss what a terrible thought it is that a world should be designed like this what a cold realisation that all things…
The wild birds
There are places where the wild birds sing Between dead flowers, nightmares, nothing There are rusted cages, where hearts were kept Some things can be paid, but never this debt The…
Those of us
We are the lost, The sullen, angry and confused The ones too weary to concede And too angry to lose We are the broken Built of flesh and decay The things that are never wanted We t…
Moments
Every time I lie awake The sheets covering me Staring at the ceiling The shouting that came before The empty hours of the night I won't take this anymore Every time I stare at the…
Eclipse
There so many things you never needed to say So many actions we never needed to take If it's no ones fault the who can I blame For all the times my heart had to break There's just…
Sober
I can't be sober anymore Where are you when I need you Im standing knocking at the door Im just not the man I was before I'm staring through the bottle My reflection a fucked up me…
Holding on
I'm alive but a ghost A shadow of who I once was I miss the colours of the world And the sounds there once were I look at the life I had And now that everything is gone I walk arou…
8 August 2014
15;30
No one is perfect We all die, this I know We will all get old But I don't want to alone
Random rant
I'll say it when you won't I give a fuck what anyone thinks I won't play it when you will Just because your attitude stinks I won't play games Or stick around as second best We are…
The bottom end of low
This is as low is I can get scraping my feet through the dirt The bottom of a lightless abyss an endless, barren desert how did it fall so apart how did the dreams turn to dust onc…
I destroy all I care for I'll be the one that's…
Old music video
Here's the link of the music video for my old band, suffice to say I was a little rounder then.... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lrlnOkEjbgs
31 July 2014
The root
I want to die Sitting on a wing back chair Smoking a cigar, drinking wine Morricone playing loud I want to close my eyes And sleep without a tomorrow Breathe the smoke rather than…