Hell
Imagine a life where you were outside Standing in the sun, laughing, alive with every breath And suddenly it was taken from you Imagine that no one told you why They left you in th…
The journal
587 entries — poetry, lyrics, photographs and passing thoughts, from May 2014 to July 2026.
Questions
I searched for answers While you stare at the sea You're holding hands I'm wondering why you did this to me I was beating myself And you were loving some guy You have all you want…
9 June 2014
Here
Here I am My hands full of ash and dust The sands of time slipping away I find the hollow, tired decay I would run till the ends of the earth Till my lungs threaten to collapse To…
Suicide
I feel like a voodoo doll Posing for a suicide Torn up and full of pins Yeah, I figured, you lied I feel like a burn victim I'm in so much pain I'm screaming for mercy But you burn…
Seasons
We talk of lovers Like they are seasons They come, they go And we never know the reasons We'll I've had my autumn I've had winter spring I hope to find summer Or I have nothing
where is my salvation?
She's so tired of living this lie, she's so tired of asking why, she screwed up her life, was pregnant by fifteen, she had an abortion and now she can't sleep, so keep on dreaming,…
Ghosts
Love and pain
Such is the way of things That you cannot love without pain Without longing or misery For fear of never loving again Such is the way of things That you cannot know pain without lov…
I'm glad the rage is gone And rather the silence…
Heart
Some day long ago I think I had a heart Then you came And tore this man apart I don't know where I'm going Hell I forget just where I been I wish I could forget But then I close my…
Know your name
I want to know your name I want to see you smile I want to know the faces Of the people walking by I know it's time my friend I know it's time again It's all been done, and it's al…
Call me
A thousand times before I told you not to cry But I could taste your tears As I kissed you goodbye You changed my life You changed my ways Now I think to myself Isn't is strange? W…
This is who I am
I wake up every morning Light another cigarette Tried so many times before Tried so hard to forget But this is who I am This is how it's supposed to be Broken and thrown away Why i…
Can't live this way
I don't know what's wrong I don't know how to fix this I don't want to live this way With your letters pressed to my lips I'm lying bleeding on the floor I'm trying but I can't sle…
The shell
I won't lie here waiting for you I know I'll never win I can't keep this alive Or get you out of my skin Every morning I wait for the world to end Every day I burn with the same co…
Just as well
Whether its goodnight Or just another goodbye Perhaps the same still Like hello it's a lie Here in the space between Waiting in the hall A line stretches before me And I shall wait…
And so, my hope was a miscarriage A mistake that…
Forgotten
Where does it go The quite rage that burns beneath Festering just under the skin Where is the beauty That I was promised Now all I know is my sin I watched it crumble Turn to dust…