22:47
She stood there, and looked at him, with so much time that had passed between them. She asked; "do you ever regret us?" "Only when I think of it." He replied. <span id="selectionBo…
Journal
#misery
34 entries tagged “misery”.
The passage
The twisted fingers of reality My perception is warped and bent Wandering the empty Sunday streets Can't afford the emotional rent My phone rings in my pocket Someone I just used t…
Old
I'm the old jacket in the corner Of a lonely brown apartment The dishes piled up for days I'm the broken window With a torn curtain for company Dirty in such unsightly ways I'm the…
20:17
I wish In reflections and shadows In the dark corners of the past I stand staring at the sea The sun never rises here It just sets inside of me
21:02
Obsession is hunger Without a way to sate Desire is a disease In the twisted hands of fate Sick with longing Burning with indignation The whole universe is a dream A figment of my…
Love, the sickly child
Love, my sickly child Who ran away from home Love, my empty smile Who broke my every bone I cannot repeat the past Looking for you in ever corner Love, you do not wish to be found…
The name
I know that I'm hopeless Since the day you walked away I know I'm a lost cause You had no reason to stay Yeah Kathleen, I been drifting That's the first time I could say your name…
19:07
I am the twisted shades of hell Every human profanity in flesh I am the wanton desires of man That can no longer feel its breath I am lost in self loathing Seeing all these hands h…
The truth
I bury the memories under my bed Days come, days go all the same I could make promises to myself But the truth is it's love down the drain I have seen so many faces Woken next to m…
So many things
There are so many things That I deeply regret I will try to forgive But I know I'll never forget I have begged for mercy For all the things I've done I pray for redemption But all…
Repeat
I have ghosts that will not leave Like the hours after a bar has closed Only one person left to clean up the mess The same song just plays on repeat Then in the desperate hours of…
All the hells and worlds
My anguish is a bottomless cup So I shall pour and pour I will lay in the dark and fester Until I don't feel anymore My avarice is an endless abyss All the darkness of a life un-li…
14:17
You can stare at the edge of the world Waiting for the light to fold White sinews resting in the wind Promises to mend the broken bones Our children with guilty spines Made to with…
Diagnosis
I imagine that emotional death, is similar to a terminal disease. At first there is denial, the grey food that doesn't taste like anything is sickening, and you cannot believe this…