More pointless drivel
I'd like to say I'm alive In some strange sort of way I'd like to say I'm immune But all I do is decay These stupid words Mean less with each passing day Save me, fuck just save me…
The journal
587 entries — poetry, lyrics, photographs and passing thoughts, from May 2014 to July 2026.
Rinse And Repeat
I hope that you ache like I ache a dull miserable pain lingering in the door We don't wait for happiness here it never did come so we will not wait anymore the undeath of a man a l…
An Open Letter
I remember always having plans you know, some idea of my life changing the world, a purpose something more, a wife something other than ashtrays puccini, coffee, a bank account mor…
7 March 2016
Spark
Desire never diminishes It remains, though silent Smoldering in the dark All it takes A single instant, a fragment A singular unintended spark
Always consequences, one way or another, in some…
Sensation
Sensations like violent dreams torn open eyes wide to see Inconsolable and worn this terrible tragedy flesh ripped from bone conquered by our own vice a wheel, a broken cog in some…
17:20
My antagonistic queen My mistress of misery What else could you want When you've already taken it all from me? I decline with the setting sun fading on some distant shore I've bled…
So much nothing
08:04
I used to count my life in the hours 'till I could you see, now I count it in the years it's taking to forget you.
The Movies
Love is so easy to let in,but almost impossibe to let out, and each night the lonliness creeps back in...When I stare at the empty bed she no longer graces. There's simply nothing…
23 February 2016
Today
21:26
Who I was before I can no longer recall The days simply bleed into each other I have fallen down With no means left to stand I have no reasons left to bother
You ran down the street And I felt I was crawlin…
20:59
I'm sleeping But you're making a scene You're still Tearing me apart And it's just a dream
Promises are only a comfort when kept
20:55
Two black entities The path lays between Both converge in flames Both end in misery No matter which road No matter the way I choose I was made to carry this I was born to lose You…
Some of us
Some of us are predisposed to misery Some of us are inclined to the pain I know that the sun is shining But all I can feel is the rain
Dust
The days go by And we grow old Like withering blades of grass The seasons change We are but ashes and dust And were never made to last