Another honesty
I wouldn't dare call myself a poet I just have nothing better to do So I write down a few words that rhyme But I still don't have a clue I wish I could figure it all out Somehow co…
The journal
587 entries — poetry, lyrics, photographs and passing thoughts, from May 2014 to July 2026.
Apologies
Sorry, my posts as of late have been rather poor...but what the hell right? That's one of the joys of modern society, people get famous of YouTube for example and if Kanye west can…
Birth
This is where I was born Where I came to be raised I can't escape it This is how I was made I'm praying for quiet All the screaming needs to stop But if that's also gone Then what…
Silence
There's a silence when I open the door In the cold winter evening I look out over the end of another day And shiver in the cold breeze No jackets will keep me warm This heart seems…
I know what it means to love so much, that you a…
The truth
These words aren't pretty Yet this is how it is I'm blood, bone, hate and love Wrath, faith and violence It's not anger that I taste its a cold sullen bitter rage It's a book I no…
Who I used to be, but I'm still angry
I'm not ok I'll never be Take a real good look At what you've done to me
Present tense
Every moment that I spent Waiting for something new Every day that I spent dreaming I was dreaming of you Wish I was king Just for one day So I could make All those pretty faces pa…
Yes there are plenty of fish in the sea, just re…
My misfortune
I'd like to wake up from this nightmare Where I don't even want to see the stars It's all such a mystery to me It's torment seeing the world through these bars Someone call the emo…
Shallow skin
Shallow skin I can paint with my pain I drain my life And fill it with disdain Till the ends of the earth I'm bleeding in my suicide Taste this face, leave me Fuck you, goodbye Sca…
I hate you
I hate I hate you I hate that you make me feel like I do I hate that I was never loved I hate that I prayed for nothing I hate that I believed in you Now I just want to believe in…
Death
I want to die in my footsteps And lay down to sleep Upon the dreary barren ground I find this mountain too steep I want to sleep in the meadow And never move from between the leave…
Funny how in a world that's so connected we are…
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Random 1
There’s a certain point you reach Where you can’t seem to tell what is, what was, and what’s real All the memories bleed into each other And your heart is so blackened, it’s not so…
You turned
You turned away And let my heart turn to ash The clouds were gathering To greet my great collapse I never was much Didn't feel I had anything to prove Love like hope is gone And I…
19:27
Such is the way of things The dusty afternoons of winter A strange yellow haze from the sun A chill that blows at dusk Staring at the water Wondering just where it all begun The si…
The view from your heart
Maybe one day you could understand Maybe one day you could see Nothing much changes round here anymore Take a look at what you've done to me Did you hear me call your name Did you…
13:27
Watching the months go by And nothing is getting clearer My world has changed And yet the pain is so familiar I’m still here Bleeding like a fool in the corner Summer is coming And…